so there! it's been a long long time since i haven't written anything, i guess i just forgot to. i've been doing stuff (ballet, photo shooting, travelling and graduating college), actually entering my adult life. i began to work, i mean really work. i want to look for a cute little place downtown for my workshop, as i have plenty new ideas! i know everything will fall into place, once i relax and don't think about it anymore ;)
it's been a time for introspection, decisions taking and changes. lots of them. i fell like i have wings, ready to fly! i'm enthusiastic and eager to start the new chapter of my life. i know everything will be just fine.
i don't know what got into me to just come here and pour it all out. this is just not me. or, maybe this is the new me. we'll see about that ;)
so, i'm back, maybe i'll do smth more permanent with this blog than before.
see you soon! here's the good stuff:

not in the mood

I'm in no mood today. Actually i've been like this for several days. Nothing suits me, nothing makes me smile. But i've been listening to a lot of new music (not new in the world, just new for me), which i really enjoyed, it spoke to my soul :)) Good music for work or study, too! Here's a sample, and good-night!

Really, it's hard to be me and to live outside my dreamworld :)) I woke up today (really really late) with a wonderful dream that i was talking to Ed (in romanian, very weird) and he was very charming as usual. Very short and frustrating dream! Anyway, i should do something before i go totally insane! :)) I'm very incoherent today. Haha! Song of the day:

 

bienvenue dans ma réalité!

People really don't get me. Don't know why. Maybe i'm too weird, or uncommon, or antisocial or maybe it's because i don't get them. But i really couldn't. People are mean and depressed, they tend to see the bad things in life over the good ones, they are desperate about money, cars and houses, about possessions in general, they want to be powerful and successful and they tend to get these things no matter how! I cannot stand this, i care about people around me, i even care about people i don't know, cause we are all the same and we should love each other and help each other! I don't want any things in my life, i mean i use a lot of stuff to live, to do my job, to learn, but i don't depend on them. I don't want my own apartment, my own car, i don't need a lot of money to be happy. I just want to love and be loved and not fear anything ever again! But there's a long way to that, i know. It doesn't matter, i'm patient, i'm opened to it, i invite it in. Welcome, LOVE!

 

hi there all!

Hi there! Welcome to my world of music, books, movies, arts and everything i stumble upon in my search for a perfect world. This is a new beginning for me and for all who will read this blog. I don't make any promise or comment about how it's gonna be. Let's discover it together. I wish you all a very good and happy new year!